on being a fickle bitch

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which i are.

there i was all in love with these shoes and off i went to mec to try on every shoe in the store and see what i actually wanted. i was primed and ready and i had a hot credit card in my hot little hands. er hot is a metaphor and doesn't imply that i stole someone's cards.

yeesh think y'all would know me better by now.

well, first of all LSD's shoes came third all around for fit and performance on my feet.

which is weird. why is it weird? because *after* he broke his shoes in they fit me perfectly... but the new ones at the store? sucked a little ass. (not as much as the mad rocks though)

weird huh?

even weirder is that his shoes that i couldn't stand at the gym? felt awesome on. (not as awesome as the two i'm currently dreaming about but nonetheless...)

anyway so now i'm all in love with:
these shoes and with another pair of la sportiva's i'll display about six inches down from here.

so i do agree that la sportiva shoes are the ones for me but unexpectedly the testarossa's just didn't do it for me at the store. funny cause at the gym they rocked.

the shoes i did love:
were both about half a size too big and they didn't have the right sizes in the store.

and?

and??!!??

NOT EXPECTED UNTIL THE END OF THE MONTH!!!

that's february you guys. talk about getting all hot and bothered for no reason. in fact? this is actually worse than askingoutus interruptus. WAY WORSE!

[seriously need to stop staring at the mec website and contemplating ordering shoes. really really need to try them ON first]

[back away from the mouse miz sass]

[no really back away]

god i wish it wasn't such a bad idea to order things off the internet that you haven't tried yet or i would SO have my shoes in a week.

dammit dammit dammit.

i waited months to buy shoes. i waited until i legitimately believed that my shoes were fucking up my climbing and not my feet. i waited until i really felt that i would actually be able to do that thing IF i had different shoes on my feet.

i even waited until i wanted shoes a size smaller than i was wanting in october.

and then?

yeah, bupkus.

[wanders back to mec page]

[drags self back here]

the only good thing about not buying shoes today? shoes they didn't have at europe bound either? the only good thing?

yeah, if i had bought shoes today i would SO have gone climbing and my hands are pissed just from trying shoes on the shitty wall at mec.

look another post about shoes! bet you guys can't wait for me to get this fucking shoe shopping crap over with! :)