impressions

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really early on monday:

i'm watching curling.

this is bad as it's 3:24am and it's really good curling.

fortunately i can turn off my ringer and sleep in tomorrow. monday is my favourite morning of the week if i don't have appointments.

okay i think i may have come to a conclusion about the profile picture question. y'all and i like the one that's there now... so until i see something that i like more i'm going to leave it. maybe i'm only allowed to have one eye for blogger or something.

protests are welcome :)

man quebec is doing some HOT curling.

speaking of ice sports, i was watching hockey last night and the leafs game was so boring that i watched the canadiens. if you understand hockey rivalry then you get that i basically just told you that in hockey terms i decided to go lesbian.

fortunately there was a stagger of about ten minutes between the games so i got to watch most of both of them. and i noticed something really strange.

[damm, ontario is fucking lucky quebec only scored 2 on that end]

the leafs were trying.

wait it gets weirder.

not only were they trying but they were also creating scoring opportunities. well okay, they were trying to. they weren't doing it that particularly well okay but they were trying. they were passing the puck and.

wait for it.

they actually took shots at the net.

yeah it's okay, i was stunned as well. they were down four nothing and instead of giving up they got back two. it was so weird. i was like looking for the evil twins and trying to figure out what was going on. i decided that maybe they were trying something new.

i'm not sure how i feel about it.

also? i think i may have seen a moment of defence.

i know!

anyway an interesting shift. i don't even care that they lost, if they're actually shifting their strategy this is *wonderful*!

probably too late for this year but you never know right?

i'm not sure how i feel about this because if pat quinn actually pulls a miracle out of his ass and the leafs make the playoffs then he might not get fired and if he doesn't get fired it's several more years of this bullshit that the leafs have been throwing at us.

it's so hard to know how to feel and all.

damn that was some good curling that ended at 5am... quebec won by a rock but they really dominated the whole game.
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later on monday
monday
monday
i got nothin'

it's monday.

a friend of mine doesn't call me back anymore and i'm not sure how to take it. i know that he just bought a house and he's really busy with that. i also know that he has a demanding job and a busy schedule but he just never seems to have time for me.

when we make plans he cancels them.

when i call him he doesn't call back.

when i suggest plans to his voice mail he doesn't bother to call in time to confirm or deny.

when he was always busy but he called me back it was cool but now he doesn't even call. i mean i guess it's okay if he doesn't want to be my friend anymore but i hate this guessing bullshit. i mean last time i decided someone didn't want to be my friend anymore it turned out they were just massively special needs with email.

but this is different because we live in the same city and he's always called me back before. even if we couldn't hook up we at least talked. this is even more different because we also share a professional relationship and he's not calling me about that stuff anymore either.

i know that i should call him up and ask him if something is up. and i will do that eventually but at this point it's still too much like a stalker until he does this for a while longer. i'm just starting to note a trend and i don't like it at all.

i'm especially pissed if he is distancing himself from me because i hate being dumped with no explanation.

course it's probalby karmic revenge for some dumpings i performed in just that manner when i was a lot younger. note the crucial words when i was a lot *younger* though. somehow it's different when you're an ass and still young. you're kind of expected to go through that and come out the other side all mature like.

if he were 25 i would expect this sort of crap. but he's not. well i hope i'm wrong anyway.

i was wrong about a meeting that i attended today. the lady who owns the studio that i rent space in is meeting with all of the teachers that rent/work there to sort of go over some stuff and talk about some changes... and i thought she was raising my rates or ushering me out the door or firing me.

i'm so paranoid... it's like i just assume that no one likes me and everyone is out to get me and the universe is nasty and then?

yeah nothing.

the politics at that studio are all outside of me and are causing some changes to be made that basically don't affect me in the slightest... so it's not about me at all.

*laughing my ass off at my own hubris*

:)

happy monday.